One foot into darkness

Friday, July 06, 2007/ 8:31 PM

allowed to use comp now!
like finally.
alot of things happened over the week.

anyway, i am sooo totally bored now.
and tommorow thr's like still school?
suck ):

one more thing.
i feel so fucked up nowadays...

~~when i heard about what you said to her about me, did you know how hurt i felt?~~
the pain i felt in my heart as if i am bleeding?
i've told myself i have to forget and let go...
but do you think it is as easy as it seems?
NO.
i really dont know about my feelings forh you..
on one hand i hate you so badly i wished i could just slap and yell at you.
but on the other hand, i really wanna hug you so close to me and feel the warmth i've never felt before so long.
but all is over.
fucked up __