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Tuesday, December 05, 2006/ 4:08 PM
all those stuff belows , is just wad i`m feeling ryte now .
yoo may choose nort to read , and i advise nort to .
`cause it may all seem lyk crap .
and like it was written by some , insane person .
oh wells , it`s your choice still .
hais , im getting more worried and scared that i`ll lose him .
my thoughts are running wild .
i dunno wad the hell is happening to this relationship of ours .
why did things come into this state in the first place ?
maybe , i`m tinking too much .
maybe , i`m just letting my mind take over and run wild .
when its nort supposed to .
i hope that everything is just my pure conjucture and guess .
and that its nort like dat actually .
oh gawd , i`m going insane !
insaneinsaneinsane !
it`s like , things are nort the same as before .
we seldom tok now .
and go out .
i dunno why .
i just noe dat i donwan all these to happen .
lyk say all these gort any fcuking help ar .
no no and no .
hais . why am i getting myself all so worked up ?
we didn`t speak even 1 minute todayes .
nort even 1 pathetic second .
i tink it`s my fault , the start of everything .
maybe it just is .
hais , i love him alots .
everydaye , is lyk so depressing .
maybe it`s just my imagination , but ... dunno ...
the delightful penknife , is the only thing dat can distract me .
but i had made a PROMISE , and i carnt break it again .
now the only thing i`m doing is drowning myself in the music 'world' .
music of all types swirling thru my mind .
donwan to think so much .
one thing`s for sure though , i still love him . <33
the above may seem lyk crappy shyte to all .
so even if yoo did read , please forget everything .
wipe it out from your mind .
all these have no right to have a place in ur mind .
forget everything . (:
drowning in the sorrows ;
created by myself .
drowning in music ;
hoping to forget all .
one and all .
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