One foot into darkness

Wednesday, October 04, 2006/ 6:11 PM

T.T why did i have to break the promise,making him so sad..how i waish i cud go back in time,i'll nv have broken the promise,wads the use of saying all desenow,i can nv go back in time,impossible..why, why,why....why in all the world did i have to do dat..i hate myself..for inflicting pain and sadness onto him...i tink he'll nv forgive me..nv will..i carnt even bring myself to forgive myself,all the more he carnt..time and time again,all i've done is brought bad stuff to him,nv happiness or anything....i wish i nv existed in the 1st place,den he wudnt noe me...and he'll be spared frm all dese.....